To track my sleep, my moods, and to implement my gratitude practice, I use the Daylio app. I have done this a minimum of twice each day since mid-2021. However, this was not always the case. Today, I would like to share my winding journey to this daily use of Daylio. Please note that I…
Month: August 2023
My Self-Invalidation: Thoughts on Unhelpful Thinking
My Bipolar II Disorder is rife with periods of elevated mood where I experience grandiosity and high self-esteem. More common though, and existing without any accompanying depressive episode, is low self-esteem, filled with self-deprecation and self-invalidation. Take this morning. On Twitter (yes, I continue to prefer that name!) a question was asked: “Tell me something…
My Not-So-Hidden Fear About My Writing
Inspired by a post originally published on September 29, 2022 Updated on August 11, 2023 I too readily tell myself (and it is a not-so-hidden fear) that I do not write well. My writing, I say, is too rigid. It does not, I tell myself, fully convey the full extent of the emotions that I…
When Will I Learn? Being Lax, Yet Again
Originally posted on September 30, 2022 Updated on August 8, 2023 When will I learn? I know from experience that being lax, being inattentive to Righting The Ship, only creates problems. Over these many months, I have read the emails telling me that many different people, from many parts of the world, were trying to…
My Hidden Battle with Obstructive Sleep Apnea
Originally posted on September 29, 2022 We put a lot of trust in doctors, perhaps too much. I know I certainly have. For that reason, I never knew that the surgery I had undergone to correct my obstructive sleep apnea (OSA) could fail. I believed that the doctor knew best and that he had done…